This morning, 20150404, I woke up around
1:50 AM and watched a little bit of the lunar eclipse through the
window and I went back to bed around 3:00 AM. I did not watch the
eclipse the whole time and I missed the blood moon part but I did see
the shock of moonlight suddenly brighten through the window around 3:00 AM when the eclipse ended.
After going back to
bed, I had a dream. I dreamed I was in my mom's basement and there
was this huge Great Dane there. Even though I identify where I met
the dog as my mom's basement it wasn't her house. When I entered the
house it was this great mansion and the basement even wasn't really
her basement, it was more like a great dining hall, only after hours
or after a party and there was clean up going on.
The dog suddenly
appeared and seemed very happy to see me. I was not immediately warm
to the dog, I liked it well enough but it was so big, I definitely
made a “no dog in the bed” rule but somehow I started talking to
the dog and I could understand it. It was like someone I had known a
long time ago and I was happy to be reunited and I let the dog sleep
in my bed.
In the morning I am
upstairs in the mansion and I see what I think is dog waste on the
carpet and it disgusts me but I do not want to think ill of the dog.
There is a guest registry nearby and when I walk to it I notice that
the mess is just an item of some kind that fell on the floor. Probably a dog toy but in my memory it looks a bit like a fishing bobber.
The mansion aspect
of the house is both very elegant and yet somehow stuffy and not very bright. No natural sunlight is getting in.
I go outside to get some air and sun and it
was once again my mom's house and I am in the back yard looking at
one side of the house where I see a tabby cat at the border of the property. It is very small and
cute and with a greenish tint to its stripes and as it moves closer
to the house it gets bigger and bigger. I am approaching it to see if
it is friendly when I realize that it is a mountain lion, a female
one. I freak out because I do not understand how I could so
thoroughly misidentify a tabby cat.
As I look on I see
the Great Dane trotting out in the front of the house when it sees me
it has this look of curiosity and fear on its face. I yell to the
Great Dane to stay where it is as a full maned male lion suddenly
appears next to the female mountain lion.
I start trying to
get to the back door of the house but I have that horrible dream
thing where perspective is skewed and I am both impossibly far from
the door and I am very heavy and can barely move.
I wake up and it is
5:00 AM on the dot. I am having a mild gas attack but it makes me
wonder if I am going to die? Was the dog Anubis? Was I embracing my
own death when I embraced the Great Dane?
Later I thought that
perhaps the lions represented some solar configuration, like a sun
dog, I had seen a sun dog once, years and years ago driving back to
Madison from Milwaukee and the two suns were very close to each other
in the sky and it reminded me of how the maned lion appeared next to
the mountain lion. Kind of close together, maybe 4 or 5 degrees
separating them and both sort of blobs, not circles. Or maybe one was a circle and the other looked just as bright was more of a blob.
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